I made this blog to express my feelings and features important people that has been part of my life.
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When i wento to market market i was ammazed by this neon lights of x-mass decor at the center of the mall. while my friend is busy purchasing his new cellphone, i decided to stay in the area where i can view the intire columnar pillars of the mall. I set my eyes to these decorations... it brings happiness to my heart.
But i just sudden happiness .... after the mall hours the lights will be shut off because there are no more people that will be viewing the lights.
Sometimes i can compare my self to this... i am happy for the short period of time.. happiness PSUEDOHAPPINESS
I am tired...
tired of everything that is happening to my life.
i am not happy.I feel i am empty.. working for nothing doing for nothing because i am useless.
I am chained by self...
I want to be free..
But when?
When the time has passed away
This is the moment that i hate most.
Moments that i want to forget everything
and go to a certain place that somebody will comfort me.
Somebody that could ease the pain that my heart cannot endure just for a minute..
and let me feel that everything will be ok and turns into normal.
At present i am in the mid's of happy people i wish i could put my self in them and forget everything the dark moments of my life. But Why.. I am trying but its too difficult to be merge in their happiness.. ( Playing price TAG). The level of happiness they have right now is unfathomable shallow happiness. Difficult to put into.. but too simple to do.
My heart was transgress by your statement.I am guilty because sometimes i usually expect something in return.
It is almost nine months .. nine months of friendship, happiness,....AND TRUST, .
Friendship that started in unexpected situations of bottom line of my weakness. But God use that situation to metamorphose into a good propose. The time when i posted in my Facebook wall my feelings of regrets of happened to us i felt so so sorry. Sorry because that builds a wall between us. I could not even look to your face and the same way with you. The moment you passed by with me my heart is trembling with feeling that i could not explain.When you replied back to my post and sent me an SMS a heterogeneous feelings burst up in my heart. At that time I was on board going to Cavite. I keep on thinking what i will reply to you. Still you initiated to opened up what was happened us and used that as the center of our talk. We agreed that we will start as if nothing was happened. This is the time when i started to build my trust to you.
That friendship brought happiness in my life.
Happiness because
.... you are always the one that breaks a glass when i am in silent
.....you can make me smile when i am sad
.... you made me feel that i am your brother
....you made me feel that i am special friend
.... we have the same wavelength in w hen it comes to philosophical point of view of life.
I keep on telling you that i am a simple person that can be happy with a simple things...It is not Only a simple things you made and change my life but my life become extra Ordinary.
"Good is God he knows everything about me.
I do believe that God has a propose why i met you".
My happiness is unfathomable i do not want to express is to much to you because the environment put an issue about it. But still you are there to conditioned my self and be able to adjust on the issues that our friendship going through..And i am happy that we've done to it.
You became a great influence to my life. from lifestyle, habit, attituted, values and socialization and even how to manage problems.
As the time goes by the trust that planted in my heart become deeper. My life becomes an open book to you. You can read now the language of my eyes.
"God did not gave you to me to be my best friend but HE gave me you to become MY TRUE FRIEND"
" No matter what the world will say...I will be your faithful friend
FAITHFUL FRIEND
"Try to read the message of the song"
Everyone knows you As a man of honor I am glad to know you Simply as a friend
You've always taken Time to be my brother And I'll be standing by you in the end
But I will never put you on a pedestal ,I thank the Lord for everything you do
I'll be there to pray for you and for the ones you love , I believe that He will finish all He's started in you
I will be an open,Door that you can count on : Anywhere you are, Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest, Heart you can depend on :I will be your faithful friend.
I am one of many, Whose path has been made clearer
By the light you've carried faithfully, As a warrior and a child
God has used you greatly, To encourage and inspire
You've remained a true friend all the while
So I will never put you on a pedestal, Cause we both know all the glory is the Lord's
And I'll be there to pray that He will keep you by His grace, And I always will remind you to be seeking His face
I will be an open, Door that you can count on: Anywhere you are, Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest, Heart you can depend on, I will be a faithful friend
Should it ever come your time to mourn,I will weep with you
And every single time you win, I'm celebrating, too
Oh, I will celebrate with you…
I will be an open, Door that you can count on, Anywhere you are,Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest, Heart you can depend on, I will be a faithful friend
I will be faithful, I will be a faithful friend.
In our journey to life we met diffident kind of persons that has unique character. We build the friendship. And Friendship has a value. The value of friendship bares expectations, concern, time, and LOVE. We cannot blame other people to expect something from us if he or she valued of friendship that has been built in in their heart. I understand the feelings of our friend i also understand your feeling towards her.
Yes if i will not expect I will not be hurt....that would mean to other that ": i will not be hurt because you have no value to me?... Other people expect too much because we let them feel the love and care.
This is just my thoughts about the topics that we had last night... Hope you will not get mad. Would you be happy that your friends will not expect something from you or Expect too much because they care for you?
Dont worry I will not expect to much..But Trust ? .. I do
Sometimes I feel like you are my friend................................... and sometimes you let me feel i am very special...................., sometimes I feel like we are more than friends and sometimes, I feel like we’re strangers.
I thought that this day would be boring to the two sections section K and H... Since we are in the explore of the teaching sequence, I used games for checking of previous knowledge of my students.. a simple quiz bee format i didn't expect that class will participate in the said activities.. I am very happy for their participation..
In II-H i used the think pair strategies again active participation was the result of the activities... I hope that the lesson for this third quarter will go on smoothly and become easier and for the students.. Thank God every time I see the interest of the students to learn I am inspired to teach... I am happy that i am a teacher.
This day I realized again that life has full of challenges....
Early in the morning today i woke up four o'clock AM ....worried with the situation of my mother. I am still thinking of here physical conditions. Hindi ko na naisip na DAT pala ngayon and i was assigned as proctor in Makati High Shool. I emmediatle make a seat work for my students in CSSM and sent it thru email. I am very thankful to my co-teacher Imee for being on the go everytime i am absent in my partime job...
Before i went to Makati High school naglaba na muna ako ng natitirang labahan last sunday. after labada one of my client texted me for a massage service. He came from His work in mandalauyong and ask me if he could dropped by for massage service. ,.. heheh so pera na naman wala ako choice kundi grab the opportunity..He ask for back and foot massage..after the service nagmamadali ako umalis... halos ma late na ako sa Makati High...
Passed 12 noon when i arrived at MHS, deretso agad ako sa guidance office for the attendance and i got the test paper.. akyat agad sa room...Kasabay ko pagakyat ang isa ko na kaibigan si abi naka asigned din sya sa fift floor building B.
Heto na pagpasok ko sa room agad nahiyawan at palakapakan ang mga students.. they were the same students na binantayan ko. I can see the happiness in their eyes and the warm welcome. Most of the students hooked up with my hair. while giveing an orientation to them as part of the routine in administering the test, one of the studenst keep on singing " My baby baby baby" i stop and give him a smile this give another chanting noise in the entire room.
While the test is on going there was one students who always keep staring at me. I cought his attention and asked whats wrong with my face... he did'nt asnwered back to me instead his clasmates tell his toughts to me.
I reamian quite whith his reaction to me but the whole day he keep on staring with me.
I am thankful that God gave me these circle of friends who always there for me...every time i am with them i feel much comfortable.... they are my friends who can make me smile when i am sad and made me realize that life is beautiful...
The video was was taken at the house of ms. elaine...isa ito sa mga nagpapasaya sakin....
I remember this song when you asked me a very personal question about how to handle a problem.. I answer you back " I am weak... compared to you... you are very strong". then you replied " This is the purpose why we met"....This is the song I am telling you that pretty much related to your answer....you know what i am going through..
This song is applicaple in the entrance of the primary and secondary sponsors
..for the entrance of the bride
a perfect wedding song.. ganda pakingan... Wil hope you can sing this song for me in my wedding day... kelan kaya un heheheheh
Here are some of the wedding songs title: 1. Walk Hand in Hand with me 2. I cherish the treasure of you But the best entrance song should be their favorite love song
the Sunset @ Dive and Trek Resort @ Bauan Batangas home of marine biodiversity this is the site of the marine biodiversity study of the students of Cavite School of St. Mark in Coordination with Lakbay Kalikasan.. Nakakamis ang lugar na 'to
I cannot control my emotions this morning....I'm really down because of the situation opened up to me by my board mate..I didn't notice that my tears starts fall down on my lap..HATRED
I release my anger thru tears..kakainis
While leaving the house my feeling still in burst... i want to release it by shouting... but still tears fell in my eyes....
Suppose to be i need to report to my par-time work in Bacoor but since I already late i decided to go to Makati. I take a nap at the van... in order for me to forget the things that happened. I closed my eyes but then my mind still awake. When I arrived at Makati CBD kakainis my tears starts to fall again... at the jeepney going to Makati my hearts still busrting with anger.. wala akong pakiaalam sa tao basta luha na lang ako ng luha.. pero galit pa din ang nararamdaman ko.. Ng bumaba ako sa Jip habang naglalakad pinilit kung ikalma ang aking sarli. I stayed at the one corner of Makati City Hall trying to calm down my feeling and and letting the situations back into normal....
After a few seconds i started to walk going to the gate of the school. When i entered the faculty room the room greet me with a bright smile..Wilmar and Dhanie gave me a smile sabay sabing "ang aga mo " TRUE that smile can change a person...
Nov 1, 2011....@ Pasay Rotonda I can relate my feelings today like the gloomy sunset.... while waking on the footbridge that connect fro MRT... my emotions still in pain...coz by the HCNEB
isa sa mga pinakamasaya na bonding kahit wala sa plano ....Taken @ the haus room of Ms. Elaine....( medyo may konting scandal pero delete ko na hahahahahaha)
