TIRED

I am tired...
tired of everything that is happening to my life.
i am not happy.I feel i am empty.. working for nothing doing for nothing because i am useless.

I am chained by self...
I want to be free..
But when?
When the time has passed away

This is the moment that i hate most.
Moments that i want to forget everything
and go to a certain place that somebody will comfort me.
Somebody that could ease the pain that my heart cannot endure just for a minute..
and let me feel that everything will be ok and turns into normal.

At present i am in the mid's of happy people i wish i could put my self in them and forget everything the dark moments of my life. But Why.. I am trying but its too difficult to be merge in their happiness.. ( Playing price TAG). The level of happiness they have right now is unfathomable shallow happiness. Difficult to put into.. but too simple to do.

I wish no more sadness but when.