I cannot control my emotions this morning....I'm really down because of the situation opened up to me by my board mate..I didn't notice that my tears starts fall down on my lap..HATRED
I release my anger thru tears..kakainis
While leaving the house my feeling still in burst... i want to release it by shouting... but still tears fell in my eyes....
Suppose to be i need to report to my par-time work in Bacoor but since I already late i decided to go to Makati. I take a nap at the van... in order for me to forget the things that happened. I closed my eyes but then my mind still awake. When I arrived at Makati CBD kakainis my tears starts to fall again... at the jeepney going to Makati my hearts still busrting with anger.. wala akong pakiaalam sa tao basta luha na lang ako ng luha.. pero galit pa din ang nararamdaman ko.. Ng bumaba ako sa Jip habang naglalakad pinilit kung ikalma ang aking sarli. I stayed at the one corner of Makati City Hall trying to calm down my feeling and and letting the situations back into normal....
After a few seconds i started to walk going to the gate of the school. When i entered the faculty room the room greet me with a bright smile..Wilmar and Dhanie gave me a smile sabay sabing "ang aga mo " TRUE that smile can change a person...
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Sobrang masama ang aking nararamdaman sa pangyayaring ito. Palagian kong nababatid na dapat ay makagawa na ako ng pagpapasya sa mga bagay na ito. Dapat ay magparaya na ako upang hindi na ako mahirapan pa. Basta, ito lang ang masasabi ko, minahal kita ng buong puso, ikaw lang at wala nang iba. Ayaw kong maging tanga dahil sa pagmamahal sayo. Ang hiling ko lang, wag mo akong gawing basura kc may dumating nang iba na mas hihigit sa isang tulad ko. Yang promblema na tinutukoy mo kahihiyan ko naman ang nasira, na hindi ko nagawang protektahan kc napakalaki ng tiwala ko sau. Umaasa ako sa magandang buhay na darating pa sayo. Sana hindi nalang kita nakilala upang hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganito.
You already, ewwww such aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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